::mask:: / Saturday, October 28, 2006
hello. i know i haven't been posting much and the reason is stated clearly on the tag board. yeah, my computer crashes on and off. and now, it SEEMS to be working fine. somehow. i have been thinking. actually, money is important. the world revolves around money. yeahh, money can't buy true friendship and love. but it buys things you want and need.
i've been wanting so many things. that it makes me think that my life isn't whole. yet. maybe it won't be. but i WANT it to be whole, complete.
perfect. but nobody's one will be. because of money, people want things. they get the urge to buy stuff. i dono. i just want so much stuff. you could just look at my birthday wishlist. it takes up 3 whole A4 size paper. and counting. as i go shopping, i find stuff. and i just add it in. errh. don't really worry. those wishes.....are for my relatives to fufil. you people buy anything and i'll be happy. XD
christabel!!! i need my autograph book to pass lah! hurry up please. i'm covering the boys as well, thank you very much. school is really boring. i mean seriously. you look back in my archives and you'll see that "hey! i'll have fun after the psle. woot!" so wrong. it's pratically boring. what we have: uno subsitute poker. since we cannot bring poker cards to school. it's banned. and electronic games too. but the boys don't care. it's in their blood anyway. and basically the school coms can't play code 1 dvds. so bah! it's always uno sub. poker. and since i'm already sick of it. i read my books. and because i read too much, i'm sian also. and in the end, i've got nothing to do. but to talk.
which isn't at all healthy.
and by which reminds me that i CANNOT go to any friend's house or go out with friends. not even jin's. and i've only went out 3 times. one of the fewest. and i don't know the reason why i'm not alllowed to go out. haha. at least my mum allows me to plan my bdae party myself and invite at most 8 friends. which i don't know if it's alot. and probably a sleepover.
oh yes. vivocity. went there not too long ago. but what can i say? 3 words: unimpressve and boring. cos it was crowded. and i doubt the crowd would subside any time soon. but amazingly(?), i was able to spend $200. ha. i bought a jacket (<3333)>birth date. i know i share my birth date with like 0.7 mill people around the world. but what the.. why kevin.
kevin. it's not very nice.
i wonder how the last day of school would be like, being my birthday. and not to mention,
kevin's？maybe rachel and some guy，jd？ would tell the class to sing
us a bdae song and the teacher’s would be surprised and start saying，“oh really？ wow。i never knew that?" and i'll be nodding my head smugly. sharing a birthday with someone in your class and getting asscociated with him ( i AM NOT) is not good.
especially with that person called
kevin.
urgh.
MY WISHLIST - books. memory keeper's daughter/point blanc/stormbreaker/ruby in the stone/one good turn/labyrinth and more
- cds. shayne ward/back to basics/stacie orrico and others
- clothes. i don't need to say. but i really want an artists' cap.
- and so many other things i don't bother writing.
/ihopped at
8:02 PM
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